how i am feeling towards the mechina

so this year i haven’t fully learned yet because i’ve only been here for 2 months but so far it is fun. there is a lot of hard times with the group. but it’s also not fully what people expected. they came here with a relaxed mind but we get nonstop work. so it’s a really hard work. it’s not just a normal gap year to do nothing. you will work really hard and get a lot of stuff done but i will say i don’t regret my choice no matter how hard it is. and i’m hoping there will be a positive outcome and that i will be satisfied with my choice